the whole world is acting like as though i owe them my life.
can i curse and swear?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
nvm. i shall pray for peace in my heart.
Happie 22nd Shu* dearie :)
Happie 22nd Xiang Xiao Jie!
both girls are overseas. one in NY one in London..wadever it is, i still wish them a HAPPIE 22nd BIRTHDAY and that they'll spend their special day in a special way with special ones :)
muacks!
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so fast. midterm break ended. i dun think i mugged much. damn.
life takes a different turn from now onwards le...
edited at 10:34pmi'm nv a big fan of F1 but the first grand prix in sg was definitely influential on me! hah! sg realie looks NICE on tv la! the lights and all. im sure ppl overseas will realie miss home when they see the lights! hurhur. somehow we realie look gd on tv. i guess tts wad we're best in. making ourselves look gd on worldwide tv:)
twists and turns. totally exhilarating! tts life. we never know who will emerge as the winner but of cuz we just gotta do our best at every point in life. even if we fail at some point (eg. massa at the pit stop) we must still remember to stop, let others help us take off what's holding us back and then pick ourselves up from where we stopped. its not the ending that matters but rather the ride that matters. sounds oh-so-cliche but its realie true.
nothing gets me down cuz i haf God with me. oh yeah:)
COME ON WEEK 7! totally enthusiastic abt it. hah!
should have known better than to believe la!
now i feel like an idiot. damnit! hahaha!
anyway, 10hrs of lab is NO JOKE! and that doesnt inc 1hr of lunch break..STILL!!! i wanna die liao.
i watched Wall-E w my cousins - yimei jiejie and yunxin jiejie. impromptu and efficient! wahahha :D its a really cute show! i like the magician part before the movie too! hehe :D
okay, JURONG ISLAND here i come tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
im damn tired. please pray for me ppl. i realie nid the prayers! thanks!
my ears hurt alot alot.
painkillers dun seem to work
damnit.
what should you do when a good friend...
- puts on an act in front of others (esp its gd frens) to show that you two are (apparently)still good friends
- totally ignores your existence in school
- knows you know that it knows you're there but pretends to not know
- blows hot and cold - a temperament worse than a woman or even singapore's weather; totally erratic.
- totally treats you like an idiot; at times.
- sometimes nice sometimes mean
- gives you a virtual feeling - you simply feel like an internet friend to it
- makes you wonder what you did, not do, said or not say
- when silence exceeds conversations and grows excessively deafening
- blocks/unblocks you.
time to give up?
perhaps.
yet it was(is) a friend who helped you through hard times, picked you up a zillion times when you fell, gave you support when you felt like crumbling, listened to every single whining and complaint, gave you all its time in the past and then you realise it isnt that bad after all but that means you're essentially back to square 1. it asks you to trust it that things will work out well again but ur trust and faith slowly dwindles off despite you think of good stuff to keep the trust and faith there.
i need to search for more good stuff to keep the trust and faith there. its my duty now to search for the good stuff. i will; i must.
i must record this day down.
19th September 2008 (:
a lucky yet a teeny weeny little bit unlucky day.
i lost my waterbottle. D-A-M-N.
anyway after shell talk we went to celebrate calvin's bday. haha so its 4B+me! hoho! :) but 4B-ers are really nice ppl :)
but i lost my waterbottle after that. DAMN! i dun think i left it on leow's car but more of at the hawker centre...arghhhhhhs!
sick and tired le!
i begin to realise the nicer you are, the greedier i become.
and i so hate that!
damnit.
Happie 22nd Birthday Yaozong! :) to my ever dearest erzi, you're always missed, always loved, always always always always always my best erzi! enjoy your special day and that you'll b eternally happie! muacks!
Happie
belated 22nd Birthday Viv =)
Happie
belated 22nd Birthday Junyuan =)
Happie
belated 24th Birthday Qijun =)
week 5 just flew by..we're entering week 6 soon. ARGHHHHH.
one thing gd. i ended fyp early today and tts cuz i went back whole day ytd. i've a feeling im gonna b skinny soon. MUAHAHA yes go ahead and laugh but im perfectly serious alright! yeah. everytime do fyp i oso no mood to eat..is like i feel tt theres hell lot of acetone, ethanol, methanol, nitrogen etc in my system and with all such stuff within mixing with delicious food..tts perfectly GROSS. haha
my fyp results still SUCK and im feeling quite defeated le but i noe i still gotta hang in there. i have so many midterms waiting for me and i've yet to start studying..crappppppppp!!! not enuf slp still not enuf time :(
lunch w ahlam and liangfa was good. i miss them both
loads!
sch's really tiring. yr4 really sucks man. haha oh wells. hang in there.
okay gotta do up church stuff for the kids. take care ppl. i love you all!
happy 24th qijun! :)
week 51. fyp fyp and fyp its really driving me nuts. i just cant seem to get gd results. is there sth wrong w me? and i spend ALOT of time in lab. really sucks!
2. tech electives is just confusing and i totally cant do the tut and im seriously depressed at the thought of it.
3. eg is crap
4. hell load of soci readings and tut. ARGH
5. no time no time so why am i still here. DAMN
pris is happily in london den budapest now. crap. im stuck in nus for another few more months. i noe i'll b sad when i hafta grad and leave nus but seriously for now i wudn't mind filing for graduation. e stress is not even creeping into me its seriously FLUNG towards me. CRAP. i am stressed out shit now. i'm dying. and im really deadmeat BIG time. i shldnt haf gei kiang and tk so many mods this sem.i was tellg isaac just now. if i survive this sem, nth can get me down. and surprisingly isaac's rm is REALIE clean. hahahahaha
engin cf was great just now. =) even tho i was called "lao jiao" it was still sweet to haf fellowship w fellow engineers. haha. i finished my bsf hw okay! YES! okay back to soci.
i so love the society.
ps: im meeting ahlam and liangfa for lunch tmr! whee:) and ahlam told me not to pangseh them
-_- booo. ahha but yeah! happie! lovelove!
okay, i really miss yanyin alot..
yoyo! if you read this, pls remember that i'm always here for you k! *WAVES hysterically*
i'm always praying for you and that you'll be happier!
i love you!
i wanna post pics of our meet up but somehow it cant work. nvm i'll try again. i totally love the kickass overnight kbox session we had..it'll b a long time before we can do it again.
sigh.
