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But seek ye first the kingdom of God,and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
Matthew 6:33


especially for my ♥loves :)

i finally cut my hair aft nearly 3 mths. haha well, i feel damn happy. its always a gd feelg aft a haircut. its qt short.. well not exactly vshort. just my usual short.
i'm tired of explaining but i can't stop to rest. sch's sucking out every bit of energy within me. so tired. still left w numerical proj, mechanics design, ONE lab report and alot alot of catching up. the sem is ending again. its my 5th sem le. i got accepted by 3M for ia le! yup! im happy! haha.. aiya w my lansai cap. got company want me really gd liao man~ yeahh!

anyway ytd was a pretty eventful day but wadever it is, i'm glad we resolved our differences le. yup. tts wad strong frenships are all abt. they withstand everything. thanks t3=)

~* Happie 22nd Ah Phaik *~
don't think you'll see this but yupp, haf a superb bday and enjoy your special day! =)
i have a friend.
or perhaps a psuedo friend.
on her side more likely than mine.
stepping stones, speed dating or perhaps union that's how we are to her.
stepping on two boats ain't the least bit safe.
you'll sink.
both boats will flip or submerge.
soon you'll realise you're drowning.
don't say we are not there for you.
we were just PSUEDO friends to you.
i feel like bitching.
i'm just too disgusted i guess.
just heard e grossest thing.
wad e hell.
for once, i really pity guys.
i pity gd guys who meet lousy girls.
i really pity them.
i'm sorry to the gd guys that i've once condemned all in general.
i'm sorry.
girls ain't that sweet and nice either.
they can be horrible crap shits.
and i'm glad i met one to make me realise that guys are equally vulnerable.
so wad haf i done this wk :

mon - got our she presentation more or less settled and tried to finish up on hysys report which i din exactly completed cuz i ko-ed right in front of my laptop at arnd 2+am.. haiz.

tues - submitted hysys. finally. a BIG load off le. cant wait for mechanics design to b over soon too. arghs! wad e hell. why mk us do mechanics design when we noe nuts abt mechanics. crapshit. and we got our she video done and presentation done le.

wed - she presentation went thru smoothly and i must say i really enjoyed my time w my grp: karen, yy, jen, huiying, welly and mk. haha it was fun filming e video. 黄片制作. hahahha! well i hope everyone had fun. i guess they did ba =) aft that i lab and we redid our experiment only to find out that our previous wk's results were better. arhhh. wanted to kill myself. i met cenying and huijing for dinner at vivo! we ate at sushi tei and had loads of fun catching up and eating till we SUPER FULL! hahaha! took some pics, i'll post them up another day..

thurs - went for e remaining tuts and i went to town to pay my hp bills (i still owe my sister money.sigh) had a gd tok w yy until super late. haha. 5+am. we seem to haf latenight calls till 5am liaoz. hahaha.

fri - went for 3M interview tdy. hopefully they will want me for IA ba. haha i just pray and leave it to God. i managed to start abit on e pres liao. i bet i'll tk forever cuz i got super high inertia.

damn tired. and not like i'll get to rest over e weekend. exams are coming in less den 1mth. argh. i'm nowhr near preparation. somebody save meeeee! i realise i hvn post my bday post yet. ahhaha well, soon soon. been pretty busy so lazy to upload pics onto blogspot. hehe. i din go for night cycling. ahha too lazy la plus i got piano classes tmr. haha.. i just got e funniest phone call. abit stunned. well, tt sums up my mon-fri week. okay. i'm gonna slp. very tired. nights ppl~

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

got so bored w she and hysys i went to read bestie's blog. shes oso damn stressed out. i think we r two stupid idiots who chose e most exciting course. hurhur. jiayou bestie =) u noe im supporting you too!

anyway i got elmo too! AHAHAH.. :P












i'm very tired.
tired of schwork.
projs.
presentations.
gimmi a break!
its been a long time since i felt so bogged down w studies.
i miss e bintan days.. when i din hafta wry abt anything. i just had alot of fun w ppl i truly love. banana boating was carefree.
i didnt think of anything other than not falling off.
snorkeling made me only think of feeding and lookg at fishes.
i miss them all.
now im in the sea too. sea of smarties whereby im drowning down into the deep sea.
i really wish im not in this sea. this sea that has really strong undercurrents which aint visible on the surface.
i want to break free from the heavy workload. its so suffocating. i dun even haf time to do wad i really like.
i feel guilty sleeping. i feel guilty watching tv. i feel guilty slacking. i feel guilty not studying. i even feel guilty typing this entry. wad e hell am i doing!
i have minimal sleep. my biggest temptation is my bed.
i tried my best but my midterm results prove otherwise.
they say so long as you've tried your best, that's what that matters.
true enuf, but when your best is still e worst amongst ur peers you cant help but feel lousy.
very lousy.
but you just keep telling yourself, you studied. its ur best. isnt it? dont let it affect you. work even harder for the finals. you just gotta work harder harder harder. there is no limit to the number of times "harder" is repeated.
i want to give up but i cant. if i give up now i'm a quitter. no. i cant let tt happen. lydia lim aint a quitter. shes a fighter. a dying fighter... with dwindling amount of energy shes really dying... soon.
psychoing yourself up each day before tking the bus is effective. at least you feel happy and all. seeing my top3 brightens up my gloomy tiresome days too.
perhaps i just need some ME time.
i just need someone who can listen to me complain whine and vent my frustrations on for 24/7.
i just need more sleep.
as of now, i really do.
2hrs of slp is really detrimental. im nearly dozing off in front of my laptop.

hang in there lydia.
you still have assignment undone tts due tmr. hysys tut qns which are due tmr. hysys sweetening gas process debugging due tmr. hysys report to start on. she presentation to prepare. mechanical design. loads of tutorials. loads of 3125 problems to do. million of things to do but yet nowhr near the end.

i'm praying hard for the end to reach soon.

God, pls help me thru this time. this sem is xiong. im falling...
i received a card sent to me from hollandddd!!! =D

elated! =) enuf to brighten up my long tiring day..
thankyou felix! *muacks*
my happiest happiest bday (:

i'll post abt it on 10th! hee!



ripped this off a friend's blog:

You Are An ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough. At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks.You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

im not even a flirt and i dun even get into r/s easily lo. simi sai. .but okay yah i laugh alot. guess tts e only true part. haha i wun even mk a gd engineer or mother or housewife. damnn. wad am i doing w my life man! ARGH.
i was looking through the photos posted on NJC and SCGS groups. i felt a sense of nostalgia running through my mind. i really miss those gray uniform days. somewhat the 2yrs there is comparable to my 10yrs in scgs. e environment in scgs is just so different from nj. perhaps its cuz i was nv too much of an angmoh-speaking girl and hence the 10yrs in scgs was a teeny weeny bit tiresome for me to be more angmoh than usual. of cuz scgs 10yrs worth of memories are definitely sweet and lovely! its just different from nj. scgs was a sheltered environment. everyone comes from relatively good family background. students who weren't, belong to the minority group but yet that was never a gap between the others. we do not discriminate people by family background. we are all kimgeks in one family (:

who can forget...
the forever-nice-tasting uncle's meepok which you can only afford to queue if your teacher lets you off for early recess.
the day when smses were flooding your handphone only to know that uncle has passed away. the day when you heard of aunty nancy's passing.
how we always find it a chore to make new uniform when we grow out of it because its tailor-made.
how people laugh and tease us of our uniform (HEY i'm way proud of it alright!)
how we always had to greet teachers along the way
how we will all spend alot of time discussing what class tee colour to choose and which design/slogan to use
how we wreck havoc in class with all our stupid but insanely funny ideas
how we laughed at our teachers
how we love our teachers
how miss heng will always be the one and only principal in e hearts of many
how constant late-comers have the honour to stand on the podium every assembly
how the prefects constantly nag at us for almost nothing to everything (haha. sorry yy =p)
how we slog through each exam be it midyr or finals
how we sit in the audi waiting to get each exam paper results be it in joy or sorrow
how the khoo audi smells and look like both offstage and at the audience seats
how funny mr muhliani and mr lim are!
how the spice garden never smelt like one
how fun it is to weed at malcolm park
how pe was always so fun with games!
how to have etiquette and personal grooming through the many activities we have to join (compulsory) after exams
how sports day, national day etc were shiok days cuz they were always half day school
how long band practises and sectionals were.
how shiok foot drills were when you were in sec4 and how shitty when you were in sec1-3
how we can all come together when its against other schools
how we always detest a certain boy's school and vice versa (hahaha..)
how rilled we get when we are labelled as stereotypes.
how fun it gets cleaning the classrooms together
how the old school on emerald hill looks like - creepily eerie.
how you played hopscotch on the big concrete squares on the ground back in pri1 at emerald hill.
how you ran around the field before school starts only to find out you stepped on dog's poo! (shiang and i are guilty of this.. hoho!)
how you and your friends will gather at the front of the classroom taking chalks off the blackboard to "colour" your dirty shoes on fridays so that you wouldn't have to wash it! hehe.
how you and your friends pulled pranks on one another.
how scary the toilet is back in emerald hill...
how you always heard of ghost stories of the different parts in school
the SONG ONG SIANG building that's a out of bounds place for pri sch little girls like us
the staircase up to the hall which was so old and shaky
the musty smell of the old hall
how we primary 1 kids were made to sit in the hall learning how to sing "Majulah Singapura" and "Glad that I live am I"
how we sang both songs every day and reciting pledge in chinese/eng on alt days
how we always go to toilet in pairs or more than 2
how we can stay forever or even eat inside our toilets
how clean scgs toilets are (the girls in there shld learn to appreciate them)
how kimgek we are supposed to be
how a sincere and courageous girl should be both generous and also a service to the society
how we should grow up as a lady of character and relevance to be an asset to the society
how we are just simply SCGS girls.

to all scgs girls, i'm sure we're all proud of our alma mater and definitely proud to be part of the scgs history. i'm lookg fwd to the day the time capsule will be reopened in 2049. by then scgs will be a 150yrs old darlingggg and i'm sure i'll still remember all these sweet memories (:





hahahaha!! this got to b my luckiest and happiest day man!

anyway i succumbed to all e constant peer pressure le.
yes, lydia lim has finally joined facebook and is facing reality tt shes a big suaku in facebook. hahaha..

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