i ripped this off somebody's blog:
i started to realize the many whys many a times.
i think i might actually be a boy.
living in a girl's body.
sumseng and chor lor
unrestrictive and egoistic
stubborn and just trying to be strong.
sometimes i ask myselfwhy am i not interested
in being like those girls on stage
and why i dun compare about beauty products
and complain about my complexion etc
why do i not like burberry or LV or coach
why do i not go for pageants or try to be a model
are these what girls should do?
be weak and be taken care of?
be submissive and let guys shower attention on?
i dunno.
i do have my weak times too
i do appreciate gentlemen behaviour
and i like those moments of care and attention too..
but i think i am not much of that kind of girl
which i think is also the reason
why some guys dun give as big a deal abt girls like me
dun care whether they are really chui when they fall
and dun bother trying to be
it's not that 'worth it'
lesser effort needed hor?
isn't it sad to realize this?
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how true is that but that's how this world works. its okay.. cuz i shldnt live w accordance to worldly expectations. just live the way God expects me to, that will mk me a happier person.
the world will fail you, but God will not.
the world will disappoint you, but God will not.
the world will fade, but God's love will not.
thankyou God =)
ps: a sweet and lovely surprise from san jose,california. HENGFAI rocks =) *mmmuuaaaccckkssss* luRbyoudeepdeep! +500! haha
