i decided to edit my post.
to a very special fren out there,
you noe who you are. dun think that you're a mistake. dun ever ask me what it feels like to jump off a building.. i duno and i dun want you to noe either! i noe you've heard me saying this le..but everyone makes mistakes. its not making e mistakes that matters, its what you've learnt from the mistake that really matters. dun ever feel that frens will leave you cuz of wad you've done k? mayb they will for a while but if he/she is a true fren he/she will come back. just haf faith in yourself and the frenships you haf! =) you're dearly loved by everyone de k! even if you think nobody loves you, there's always ME and i really mean ME! hehe!
it doesnt matter if everyone thinks tt you're wrong, what matters most is you noe how to set yourself straight right frm this moment. it doesnt matter if the whole world leaves you bcuz i'll still b here for you. it doesnt matter if you cry your eyes out cuz i'll always b there to listen k? we'll study hard now and play harder later! whatever it is, i just want you to be happy..wadever your decision may b in life you noe i'll always support you.. now and forever.
*hugs*
love,
me
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its sunday already... 4th nov le. so fast. its november le. 2007 is ending soon. it flew by without me realising. have i done much this yr? i did and i'm glad i did =) i decided to tk a break frm church choir le. i told yxkk my decision and im qt shocked tt he din question me why. but i guess my commitment aint exactly there either. i guess for now my calling isnt at choir at the moment. will just stick w the remaining commitments in church for now.. had a short prac w dahao just now.. haha i can still play e clarinet!! YAYPEE! 6yrs of effort din go down e drain just like that. i hvn touched a clarinet for 2yrs.. yes. 2yrs! but i cant tongue that well anymore and im using a 2.5reed -_- sianzzz. okay dun b greedy when you dun even prac lydia. i gotta trainnnnn and prac reaaaaaaaaaaal hard! alright! *di di di diu* hehe!
okay i decided to mug in sch every day le. im freaking out. so lil time.. first paper in 23days! and its level 4000... crapshit. anyone wanna join me in e lib just drop me a call or sms. hahaah..
okay i shall go do abit of tut. yaypee!
