i'm hafg severe lao sai AGAIN. wth. haa. this time is damn gross. i only lao murky water out. not a single trace of solid!!!! sucks. stomach oso damn pain. ARHHH. went to parkway w cenying. took 30 to eunos and tts e 3rd time i took 30 travelling so far. first 2 times were w swoc. once was to paya lebar area (of cuz we changed bus) and another time was to eunos. both times to do industrial canvassing. despite it being super tiring and all it was really fun =) walking arnd, asking for donations and just simply enjoying everybody's company. carefree days when we did not hafta wry abt sch work and all. just swoc swoc swoc. swoc in swoc out. everything was just swoc. haha really tiring but enjoyable. =) alot of memories but thats where it'll stay. memories. fond memories? i'd beg to differ. bittersweet will be more apt. i'll not dwell upon it cuz wads past will always remain as e past. no point bringing the past into the future and still feeling sucky and all. why do such injustice to myself? its not as though it'll get me CAP 5. HAHA! or even help matters. its true, when things reach a point everything just dies off.. its not a
CANNOT forget or let go but more of a
DON'T WANT to forget or let go. Don't want is cuz we dun want to lose something that means so much to us. so important to us. or even e whole world to us. But honestly sometimes really cant do anything but do wad e situation deems best. Reality is harsh, just gotta accept it, grind our teeth together and then not think about it and life really gets better. its a psychological thing i suppose. hahaha!! i'm glad God is always by my side =) and of cuz my dear family and my God-sent angels: FRIENDS!!
e sweetest quote someone said to me tdy:
smile pageant.I will.
Smile my prettiest, my best and of cuz my happiest smile =)
