its time to be strong lydia.
u
must and u
will.just hanging on to whatever that's left. even if nobody's left to help you. help yourself. promises back then will never be fulfiled in the present or the future. don't look back. look forward. no more time to think back. think forward. so many things to do. wonder when will i break down but i know i can't. just be strong. stay strong. i must.
what an irony.